Note to self...

This work week went smooth. I credit it to doing nothing but hanging with the boys in the afternoons after I've slept. My house has suffered. It's a complete disaster. Dirty dishes, laundry, and kids. But we've laughed and played and read books. I felt happy and like I did good. I felt like a good mama. Sometimes I don't have fore site to let my house go and feel anxious when it's messy or undone. And I think we all suffer and I feel lousy and I feel like I am not doing good and not being a good mama... So note to self: leave the dirty plates, let the toys clutter the floor, and let the pile of laundry build. Your kids don't care. You don't really even care. And you felt good not doing it! Love your babies, kiss their sweet little cheeks, play monsters and hide and seek, read stories and your heart will be full.